Progress report and coping with the BFN

Published June 30, 2009 by sweetashoney

A part of me still hopes fr a miracle pregnancy. I know I should not question the will of God and I know that I should stop blaming myself for the BFN….. but its really difficult.
Thank you Sabihah and Emilion for your words of comfort and encouragement. I really appreciate it.

I should start looking into adoption now… right now I feel that my body and spirit may bot be brav enough for another IVF attempt… but then again time is a great healer.

I have finally completed another Montessori assignment and I think its necassary for submission. I feels as if I have lost interest in the course now… because I was planning to home school my own childor children. (sigh).

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6 comments on “Progress report and coping with the BFN

  • I just wanted to give you a BIG cyberspace hug of comfort because I can feel your longing to have a child of your own. I also know that there is nothing we can tell each other that will take away the questions, the longing, the pain… We have to listen closely to the words that God whispers to our hearts. He is the great comforter. I have been married for 8 years already and hubby and I have been trying for the last 4 years to fall pregnant. We love children and I just know we'd make good parents but for now, our fate and our future is safely in the arms of God and I continue to pray that He will bless us with a child eventually. All I can encourage you with is to keep loving your husband and HOLD ON!!

  • I just wanted to give you a BIG cyberspace hug of comfort because I can feel your longing to have a child of your own. I also know that there is nothing we can tell each other that will take away the questions, the longing, the pain… We have to listen closely to the words that God whispers to our hearts. He is the great comforter. I have been married for 8 years already and hubby and I have been trying for the last 4 years to fall pregnant. We love children and I just know we'd make good parents but for now, our fate and our future is safely in the arms of God and I continue to pray that He will bless us with a child eventually. All I can encourage you with is to keep loving your husband and HOLD ON!!

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