I am so keen on entering the job market again… now that its been about two weeks since my BFN. I need to keep my mind occupied. The busier I am the less likely I will be thinking about my infertility .
DH still does not really like to discuss his feelings with me.. saying don’t worry what ever God wants will be…. UGGHH…..
Perhaps he is trying to protect me….. to be strong for me.
Been sending my CV out… waiting for call backs… that’s the most frustrating… the waiting.
In the mean while I will be starting my fifth Montessori assignment today…wish me luck. I can’t wait till its all over. I don’t know if I mentioned it before but all I want to do is complete what I committed to.